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Saturday, 16 June 2012

Don't Label Me!!

In This materialistic reality it seems like everyone is labeled and judged according to how they dress and who their friends are. How is it possible to avoid the constant judging and taunting looks when you walk into the party with last years clothes, a look outmoded since the day i bought it on sale. Dress to Impress? Really?, I haven't been able to go shopping at any of my old fav. stores, its like there's a big factory somewhere distributing clothes to all stores. I still have my clothes from high-school but if i wear them know (20 yrs old)i feel like an adult trying to be a kid again. Sure I know i shouldn't care but my high school years really got to me. I just wanted to be like and fit in it really sucks when you're friends are labeled popular and you know that's not Wat you are. People were not attracted to my intelligence or kind humbleness, it just gave them a chance to label me as a nerd.It was all about the image. Even after i lost weight and got a make over i still felt like that awkward nerd girl. it makes me crazy that i am approached by drooling men wondering whats under that miniskirt when they should be wondering wats under that cranium. Even technology is against me. I refuse to use any type of smart phone or touch screen cells. wen i pull out my flip phone i get that WTF look even though some people don't say anything their face says it all. people have even offered to buy me one!No way its an opening for the label poor! if you relate at all try to go a whole day without judging people and their actions it really hurts
Stuck between a gun and a hard place*....

Everytime i tell somebody my dream to join the marines navy,or air force(undecided) they aks me if im crazy or if i want to get killed I need feedback from people who have actually been through it plz. i feel like i am running out of time. The only thing really holding me back is my 4 yr old daughter. Plus since im a women i feel i wouldnt get the same opportunity. How can a women succeed while serving her country? Do they really prepare you to succeed? like they say" pain lasts for the moment, pride lasts forever"-marines Please help asap
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